Do Different!

We are approaching the start of a new year: 2017.  There is nothing like the time toward the end of December, it’s the time where many of us reflect on the year that is ending, and the hopes that lie in the one that is beginning.  

We make resolutions, we construct new goals, and take off old ones.  As we sit in this place of contemplation, I hope that one theme comes through and that’s to do different. 

I was talking to a friend the other day, and I was trying to understand what is a marker of successful people.  The conversation quickly lead to an epiphany, those who find continual success do different.  Change is constant, and the need to do different is introduced to all of us. If we want success we have to do different. 

When I moved to Chicago, I was in a time of adjustment in many areas of life. I yearned for community, and would sit, and journal…ruminating on how to build the community I was longing for, how to fill the void of loneliness I felt.  In conversation with a good therapist, I realized I needed to different.  With an air of reluctance (sometimes the biggest breakthroughs are in the spaces we feel fear, because often the biggest barrier is ourselves) – I joined a sport league, developed a book club, and went to various Meet-ups across the city.   I was nervous each time, filled with social anxiety, but I knew sitting at home ruminating and journaling was not going to get me any closer to having the community I desired. 

The idea of doing different is spiritual.  Those who believe in a higher power, have to understand, that the first marker that we are ready, able, and prepared for the things we hope for is rooted in our behavior.  You see, for me, I needed to show to myself, and to my Creator, that the community I prayed for is one that I truly wanted – that could only happen by me taking the first step of action to build said community by joining different groups and putting myself out there.  – That my friends is the essence of what is said in the biblical passage, “faith without works is dead”

So, declare to do different.  If you have been longing for love and companionship, do different.   For example, I have a friend who has a check list of what they want in a partner…now, I am all about setting good expectations, and knowing your worth, but this checklist could probably only be met by Jesus (or any other ultimate spiritual figure)…the byproduct of this “checklist” is my friend is single.  For my friend to find the love that is waiting, it might be useful to attend to that “check list” while a person who is 6’6 and makes $250K a year is great, the love that is harnessed for my friend (and for all of us) might not come in that distinct of a package.  Do different.  

For those who is struggling with weight and find food is a friend in moments of celebration, the comforter in times of pain…it might be useful, to say I am going to practice moments of conscious self love by turning to friends in human form to comfort and to celebrate me.  The next time, I find a moment to celebrate, rather than go out for a good meal, perhaps I will continue the trend for success, and ask a friend to join me for a nice walk, a good movie, or a car ride with no sense of time or intended destination (sometimes that is where some of the best conversations occur). 

And finally, for many of us, it might be time do different, instead of consuming ourselves with our work, with our partners, and with our kids, making excuses for why we don’t attend to ourselves, because in truth we are using all those things to distract us from our own emotional wounds, it might be a good point to think about therapy.  In the United States, we still come with much taboo and stigma about therapy…we often equate therapy as a sign of weakness, my belief is to the contrary, to go to therapy is the ultimate measure of strength, because strength is found in vulnerability – vulnerability is space in which we ask for help. 

For those who are looking for “joy in a new beginning” do different.  For those who experienced joy in the year that is ending, let not complacency sit in now, continue to do different so that 2017 lives up the possibility of being the best year yet.

The Source

I, like many in the United States have spent the last several days in a fog.  I was immersed in grief after having hopes dashed of what the future presidency could look like for the country.    No matter your political or ideological leanings, we have all felt that despair when our preferred candidate does not win.  For a host of reasons this election felt different, and I will spare using this space to go into detailed account as to why, but rather, I will use this moment to celebrate a truth that I have known for sometime and I have had to rely on heavily in these past few days.  The ultimate truth is that the source of my power does not lie in a political candidate or anyone else. 

I spent several days after the election lethargic at work, doing workouts with less than full vigor, and limiting the ways in which I contributed to others.  When people asked what was wrong, I would say the election, I would say my disappointment was causing me to move with less resolve than I normally do.

It was one eventful morning on the treadmill when it came to me; the election was not the cause for why I was showing up as I had, I was.  -Neither Hillary Clinton or Donald Trump were with me hindering me from getting up and having productive workouts, keeping me from completing the task I had at hand, or from being able and willing to contribute to others in the ways I normally do.

I was giving power to a process (an election) that never asked for, nor was not deserving of my power.  I realized that if I did not get a hold of my responsibility to effectively manage myself, I would begin to harbor resentment in ways and in directions that were not merited.  When we rely on others through a democratic process to be our “source” for more than governmental policy and procedure; but instead,  for our joy, for our pain, and for our enhanced, or limited contributions, we do not fully honor ourselves, or their position.   So slowly, one step at a time I am reflecting on my power and responsibility.   As I continue to remember my ultimate source of all, I get greater access to my own power, and to my own ability to enact change.  You see when we use our internal compass to guide us to truth, it matters less whether the road ahead is rocky or smooth, because we are confident in our guide and in knowing that through strength, faith, and love, our destination will find its kinship with destiny.

The Harvest

When I was younger, I remember elders in my family often saying, “You reap what you sow.” For the longest time, I thought this phrase was just about sowing seeds of wrongdoing and the wrath that came from them. All these years later, I realize to reap what you sow is not based in harm or good; it’s based in fact. When we sow love, peace, and compassion—love, peace, and compassion is what we find in return. When we sow hate, revenge, and scornful behavior, that, too, we will reap.

Joel Osteen once spoke of God’s grace being like a bamboo plant; it takes years for the roots of a bamboo plant to settle; it will look like no growth is occurring, but in year five, the plant can shoot to above eighty feet. I love this parable because the same is true for the seeds we sow in our own lives. 

So often I have been tempted to move in a direction outside of love. I have been given seeds by others’ ineffective deeds—the seeds of vengefulness, attack, and ill will. We all have, at one time or another, been given these seeds, and it’s up to us whether we decide to sow them. I know for myself, despite the temptation, I meditate and work earnestly only to plant seeds of love.

We all can admit to falling short on this kind of planting from time to time, but what I know for sure is that despite circumstances that may arise, all of our seeds (good or bad) will come to bear fruit, and it will be incumbent upon us to accept the harvest of the seeds we have sown.